so to start off, @ work 2nite we wur talkn a/b boyfriends and why we dont have one or if we're close to havin one, why we dont really know if we want to out w/ them. so i make the statement "i havent had a boyfriend for 1 1/2 years" and someone said that it was because i was into japanese stuff and gung ho a/b asian guys. i think that asian guys are beautiful and gorgeous, way better lookn than american guys, but i love guys in general. as long as you got a workin member, than ur cool w/ me. she said that every word outta my mouth was a/b japan or japanese and that the reason why i dont have a boyfriend is b/c ever1 knos i love asian guys. she said that i should lay off the asian thing for a while and see what happens. i'm a ******** egg. white on the outside, yellow on the inside. i cant help it. if i stop w/ the japanese stuff and asian stuff, i wont be me. i kno it annoys people, but everyone is obsessed w/ 1 thing that annoys every1. sesarious has her dragons adn squirrls, pink has his poop weiner and poopcorn, and i have japan. but back to the beginning, why the hell havent i had a boyfriend? i think im pretty, i mean i have big boobs adn a nice a**, and i'm smart, and i think im funny, i'm open minded, this list can go on for hours, if not days, but no1 looks @ me, adn if they do they only think "oh. i think id like to ******** her and then treat her like s**t." no1 thinks "oh. wow. this girl is awesome. id like to get to know her better and go out w/ her for a while." no matter what i do, no1 looks @ me the way i want them to. the three guys i really wish would grow the balls to ask me out or at least talk to me @ school (sesarious knows who * wink *) act as though im not there, or if i dont interest them. it makes me feel ugly and stupid and not worthy of consideration.
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