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My life is horrible i get treated so bad when i get something nice someone asks me can i have it or can you donate or please im broke and make a fake out of you being broke and sometimes people even pretend to be my friend but all they want is money and im not ok with that because ive gaven about 6,000,000 gold out to people and they dont even care about it and it hurts me becuase nobody even pays me back and something else is whenever i get hurt i cry and cry to death and guess what i cry about ? i cry because 2 of my grandma's died and 3 of my grandpa's died and ive gaving out dresses flame swords and all kinds of things and they dont even thank me for that and i think that people shouldnt be so greedy and keep there money for themselves they should give it to the people who need it and the people who have bad times and the people who are hurt !!! i have this one boy that i married on gaia and he is the best thing that has happened to me !! but know we are divorsed and know i am depressed and we both hate each other but ..........?..........I spend my life thinking what would it be like with out him,
I spend my life thinking why I love him,
To him I'm just a girl,
To me he's the world,
I know im shy,
But he's a great guy,
I just wish I was the one for him,
So I could spend every minute of my life with him,
Every day i wonder is he thinking of me,
Wile i sit here playing my stupid little Wii,
I spend my life thinking is this the end,
I don't wanna be just friends,I love him,
Who is him, I thought you'd never ask,
Him is a boy friend I never had,
And know its over and im vary sad,
thought you were the one for me
but your not my son
you and me have rights
thats why we could never try
we do fight and you made me cry
when i heard that voice it was such a fright
Im sick of you and all your games im sick of you but you should be ashamed
im sick of the lies you told me im sick of the lies it made me shy it made me cry and this is why i loved you i thoguht you loved me i hope you never talk to me i thought we were loved i thought i could trust but know that i see your just dust you follow all and you always crawl you probly cheat and never peak you dont tell the truth you loose you have no proof you are a two timer and your a faboon please dont take this seriously just take it as the truth one thing that was the truth is that i am a loser but so what acording to my friends im a hero so please forgive yourself and have relationship with your supposly girl !!!

Love
Honey ,
The Model