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Today has been very tough on me.

My favorite person left today to go to Hawaii and he won't be back for a week and I've missed him alot already. He knows I love him and I know he loves me and will miss me too, but that still doesn't change the fact that I might not be able to talk with him all week. So anyways, the point is, I had to let him go today and it really wasn't that easy to do.

Then, one of my closest friends who had moved away 2 years ago came in this week, and I finally got to hang out with her and her boyfriend (who I'm close friends with now too) today. Her mom called after we got out of the movies, and she really went off on my best friend. So I hugged her, and went on home thinking I'd get to spend tomorrow with her and her boyfriend, but I got a phone call from her saying she had to leave. It hurt alot to hear that because I never get to see them. I really think it had to do with her mom being a butthole.

So today hasn't been exactly easy, and it's making me toughen up and see how strong I really am. I think I've learned I'm not as strong as I thought. But, hopefully all of this will make me stronger.

Though, listening to the song 'Missing You' by Jem sounds really tempting right now because I miss them all... really bad.