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Man I'm still ticked some i guess but i feel so stupid. ... i mean is it just me or, lets say u like someone alot, and some guy ((or girl in most my friends case lol)) comes up to the guy/girl u like, and they are old friends or somthing, and the guy/girl keeps winking and calling him/her name(s) that u would call the guy/girl u like, and it's really aggrivatiing u, and then no one gets it and u look at urself in ur mental mirror and you dont like what you see, and you just want it to just all go away somtimes. Well, i mean would anyone else be mad at this guy/girl who was basically hitting on ((IN UR EYES... i mean even if the one u like says that they are just like that, and it still makes u mad and all)) or flirting, i mean is it wrong to get upset?? cuz i really don't know what to do X_X i mean i don't want to be the baby getting all ticked or upset about this but it does upset me. I'm sorry i don't know why, i guess cuz it's kinda like me watching this guy do it, and me thinking "She can do alot better than you jerk >_>" ((as mean as that may be -_-)) and also ur kinda going "Thats the one i LIKE A TON, OR MORE, THAT UR TALKING TO!!! X_X" and i dont know i feel dumb but at the same time can no one see where i am coming from???? I mean i am looking at it through her eyes too, how he's a friend and all, and how he just IS like that, but ugh man. I kinda HATE the way he IS -_- anyways I'm sorry for all this crap i've prob caused again, but this is the only place i can let it loose i guess. I'm sorry if i'm getting mad over nothing, and it's not jealousy, i'm not jealous of that nothing -_- i'm mad that he gets away w/ it i guess, or uughh GAHi dunno waht i am saying, but it's not jealousy, because i never want to be like that.
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