well today was a normal day. well i didn't right in my journal for a long time. So im going to put some lay down info on what happend the past month. One word...EMO! Not in a sense of cutting myself but in a sense where I was sad. I feel like rachel and I aren't as good as friend. Which makes me really scared. She is like the only good friend I got that I will allow into my heart. But hey what can I say. If I loose her then that it. That is all that I can do. Is just survive and like do what I can do. Which is make friend. But never allow any into my heart every again. since rachel is like the only person who knows me the best. As I know her the best. We are like Sora and Roxas! Roxas needs sora and sora needs roxas. But at times Sora might not need roxas which indeed scares the living s**t out of me. But I don't think that she will abandoned me. But I can't help but still be scared. Scared....of our friendship.......I don't want it to end. I want this dream of an actually friends forever. PLease. PLease. Don't let it end. PLease god don't let the only tight friendship i HAVE TO END.
 Narutos Mommy · Sat Apr 14, 2007 @ 02:44pm · 0 Comments |
