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I hate being alone yet it seems that I really am...truth is, loneliness and silence really scares me ever since I was young. Funny, I just discovered just now hoo boy I really hate being alone that I want someone to come with me to go downstairs, bedroom (please don't include the bathroom) and the living room. I hate silence cause it kinda creeps me out so when I'm alone and if I hear music I just imagine that people are around. Heh...not even sure if I can trust some of my real life friends, a lot of them are just pretending to be friends and my sisters are there to help me out. I don't really care if they hate me or not, I care about them and they're special to me that's why I mostly hide some of my burdens to myself and just write them down later...yes, yes, I'm a weird person so there. I really don't like expressing myself by talking, I like it more when I write. 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding

Posted by: Dual Limit Mon Apr 16, 2007 @ 04:08am

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KaiHeat
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Commented on: Mon Apr 16, 2007 @ 04:19am


	I can see that =3 Sorry you feel that way and I hope you don't feel alone anymore

Commented on: Sat Apr 21, 2007 @ 12:18pm


	Thanks for the comfort! biggrin I really have big burdens in my heart that I just lock up in a closet inside of me...my emotions and personalities goes on rampage because of that xd

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Commented on: Sat Apr 21, 2007 @ 12:20pm


	I can relate to that, and I'm sorry to hear that... I feel the same way strangely enough, but you should know, you are't alone in the world. sweatdrop I hope you feel that now.

Commented on: Sat Apr 28, 2007 @ 10:15am


	true, as long as you have someone you aren't alone, and with all the friends you have you are never alone

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Commented on: Sun Oct 28, 2007 @ 02:26am


	crying wahhhhh crying im sry u feel tat way

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