Gosh I feel bad... I keep leaving the computer while talking to a friend... mainly Kaya, but I've started doing it to other friends... I feel like I'm neglecting people... but then... it's different with everyone. If I tell them I'll be right back... Caitlin usually keeps talking to me, and that makes me mad... but she does it all the time, so I just sigh and let it go... I have about three friends that stop talking to me for hours, then once they decide to get off, they go "ttyl! Bye!" and leave... Then there's Daki... we talk for about five minutes, then she goes off and does something... then doesn't talk to me again, even when I nudge her. She just ignores it and sleeps or draws, or eats... I usually have a pretty good excuse... My mom likes calling me over to do stuff... and I usually don't know if it'll be five minutes or two hours... Plus, I'm usually talking to about five people... or I just leave my messenger on... so someone might think I'm on, but I'm not... I hate feeling like a heel... Although... if someone's willing to end a friendship just because someone doesn't talk to them immediately... that's kinda weird... Just a little... Oh well... Now I feel weird... Nothing even close to the drama I had at my other school has happened for the past five months... now I suddenly feel like something slightly dramatic has just happened... and it feels more painful than it should... I should go listen to something nice... Bye
Nik_Eighteen Souls United Community Member 
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