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today is the worst day ever. my best friend left to the navy today and I was like must spend time with him but I only got to a little bit and today i woke up early and took a shower and all . and headed over to his house to hang out before he left and we did , and he asked me if i was gunna go watch him leave from the recruit area and I told him maybe and I dont have a car yes i know it ******** blows and if i did I would do it in a heart beat. But on the way to college i looked down and my tears got watery and i cried a little bit, and i thought my dad would see me and turn the car around and let me go say goodbye but he didn't . so i get to college and walk to my room and I call my best friend and I told him i ballad a little bit and he said sorry and i told him dont be.he said he will call once he gets there he has called me twice . Its just hard I lost my neighbor hood friend my best friend true friend and I feel like I shold not open my heart like this for i wont feel this pain but i am careful who i let into my heart and who i can trust. its just hard cause I feel like everyone that is close to me ends up leaving or they just stop and i dont want to be alone cause i been threw that and it sucks so much. well today is my worst day ever, hope my friend comes back he is my best friend and i love my true and best friends and i love my friends ...