life is too short to say good bye
I always thought that friendship was something you hold on until ppl changed but what if they just walked away form you just to protact you from those who want to hurt them. I thought that the best good bye was the one you never sya but now I wish I had and told them that I really cared about them, and I always thought about them and that I did want to talk and know what really was happenening, just never thought that I would discover the truth when it was too late, did I wait too long, was I a horrible friend for not caring enough to try to figure out. Why does this happen to me. Did I really loose Wayne and Sonny forever, that truth I rather never want to know. I hope they are truly happen in heaven because here on earht it was hell for them. I hope they really found the happiness they always wanted. Once a I was lost and now I wish I had the choice to say what I really meant but instand am here writing this just to make me feel a little closer that has been lost and well never return to me ...... maybe I should been the one to die.
Mood:crying makes it feel better
Music:surrender - billy talent .... eclipse of the heart
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