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heart Can’t say my love heart

Even though I kept it a secret...
I didn’t want anyone to know.
My heart aches thinking of you...
When should I say those words?
No one can say it but me...
But if I don’t say anything...
I would be thinking what it would be...
So I’ll wait for that special moment to come...
Even though I said some terrible things…
I never meant to say those words…
The days are passing by quickly, I don’t have much time left…
I want to shout it from my heart..
I need to say it before I leave...
I’m ready to say it now...
heart I LOVE YOU heart



Remaining in Darkness

Every new year I see the light..
When I try to enter it...
The light won’t let me in...
The darkness pulls me back...
Can someone break me from this curse?
Forever in my life will I remain alone? In darkness?
Hiding in the shadows?
Full of sorrow, misery, Sadness, and pain?
I grew up in darkness…
There is never a day where I can see the light.
Nothing can make me happy.
But now I’m used to the darkness...
When you try to help me go to the light…
I stay in darkness never to smile...
I’m sad with sharp thorns piercing my heart...
Every time I stand in front of the entrance in the light…
In the unknown deep depths of my heart something cried out.
I wanted to see the light...
I didn’t want to see it…
I wanted to enter the light
And yet I wanted to run...
Love and Hatred
My world is pitch black...
Light shall never enter..
So might as well die in darkness too...
No one can save me...NEVER…