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if ya wanna no why im deprssed well then il tell ya:
wen i woz born my dad decided he didnt want me so he ran away an that woz the end ov him
when i woz 7-8 yrs old i move house caus we got kicked out ov our house 4 livein in it 2 long stare an i moved into a place i hated so badly evry1 hated me spat at me, pushed me were mentaly an fisicly abuseive 2 me so i got depressed an i eat loads caus ov them horrable ppl i got quite fat an ruined my body 2 ********, an wen i 1st moved into my new house i got bricks through my windows every weekend caus ppl didnt like me, caus they didnt no me an as i got older i got more moody lol an my mum got pissed off at me 4 shoutin back wen she woz tellin me off an she woz horrable 2 me aswell, i had no frends, my family told me that i woz pointless, they h8ed me an hoped iv neva hav kids incase they turn out 2 be like me

o an the only liveing things that liked me were my cats Rolly, Pearl, Fluffy, Tiger an my hamster Cookie
Rolly ran away wen i woz 6 yrs old ,an at the end of october 2006 we found out Tiger had kidney failure an i watched him suffer till he got put down, the day after Tiger died my hamster died ov old age, 2 weeks later we found out fluffy had cancer an i had 2 watch her suffer an it woz 6 weeks after Tiger an Cookie died Fluffy past away *crys*, so now i hav Pearl an i got a new cat called Daisy shes so gorgus an she had kittens an we kept 1 kitten an called her Rosie
so i now hav 3 cats called Pearl, Daisy, Rosie, an i got a new hamster called Muffin an i luv her even tho she bites me lol

neway... ye that woz kinda all my life an now i dress in black h8 chavs! h8 my family! apart from my best frend/cuzin AUTUMN! i dont hav a skool caus i swear alot an i dont do wot ppl tell me 2, so im as think as pig s**t, an the frends i do hav dont live near me wich sux i spend all week at home on my own bored on the laptop, an i go out most weekends wich it kwl so ye gonna go now bye biggrin