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surprised
Uhm.
WOW.
To-day...in the hallway before SECOND PERIOD...
A guy...Jeffrey...that I've been /crushing on/ gave me a handful of rose petals.
I was so shocked I just like...stopped, and...everything and everyone slowed down around me.
>.>
I couldn't get him out of my head ALL day.
And...like...I kept trying to talk him in between periods...but something always happened so I missed him.
Teachers holding me back in class, me dropping my pencil, him talking to someone else and me not wanting to interrupt.
Jeez.
Why the hell did he do that!?
x.x
I mean I like him ALOT, but...gawd.
He made me feel special and loved to-day...
A feeling I didn't expect to feel again...not like this...
But he rekindled it...
And...damn him.
No...don't damn him...he's...stupid!
Why the hell would he--?
No...don't do this Roshelle...
What if he doesn't like me and he's just leading me on?
Huh?
What then?
I dunno...but I can't...act...this...way...
-Gulp-
I must get an answer.
And soon.
Before I GO CRAZY.
CRAZY IN LOVE.
burning_eyes