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ASK YOURSELF in the most silent hour of your night: must I write? Dig into yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet this solemn question with a strong, simple "I must," then build your life in accordance with this necessity..." - Rainer Maria Rilke
Vampires Will Never Hurt You.

And if they get me and the sun goes down into the ground
And if they get me take this spike to my heart and
And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and
You put the spike in my heart

And if the sun comes up will it tear the skin right off our bones
And then as razor sharp white teeth rip out our necks I saw you there
Someone get me to the doctor, someone get me to a church
Where they can pump this venom gaping hole
And you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat
And if they come and get me
What if you put the spike in my heart

And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and

(Come on!)

[Chorus]
Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless
Night time sky?
Can you take this spike?
Will it wash away this jet black feeling?

And now the nightclub sets the stage for this they come in pairs she said
We'll shoot back holy water like cheap whiskey they're always there
Someone get me to the doctor, and someone call the nurse
And someone buy me roses, and someone burned the church
We're hanging out with corpses, and driving in this hearse
And someone save my soul tonight, please save my soul

[Chorus]
Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless
Night time sky?
Can you take this spike?
Will it wash away this jet black now?

(Let's go! Come on!)

And as these days watch over time, and as these days watch over time
And as these days watch over us tonight
[x2]

I'll never let them, I'll never let them
I'll never let them hurt you not tonight
I'll never let them, I can't forget them
I'll never let them hurt you, I promise

Struck down, before our prime
Before, you got off the floor
Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?

Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?
(And these thoughts of endless night
bring us back into the light
and this venom from my heart)

Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?
(And these thoughts of endless night
bring us back into the light
kill this venom from my heart)

Can you stake me before the sun goes down?

(And as always, innocent like roller coasters.
Fatality is like ghosts in snow and you have no idea what you're up against
because I've seen what they look like.
Becoming perfect as if they were sterling silver chainsaws going cascading...)




okay. this is alll random stuff flickering through my head.......
i like that song. it's currently been in my head a lot.
soccer practice cancelled because of the rain. great.
i wonder when the season will end. i'm dreading the last day together as merrymeeting.
rereading a 16 book series. doesn't take long, though.
does anyone have the book, blood and chocolate? erin was reading it, and she renewed my interest in it. werewolf. human love. all that sappy stuff. i think it's at the topsham public library, though.....
don't think i have any homework. i haven't checked, but.....well, it's a hunch.
laura won't even talk to me anymore. she's pissing me off. i don't have time to read the last book. i'll just give it back to her, anyway. maybe they'll have it at the library. she's being so.........................ugh. i can't believe how incredibly selfish she's being. it's not like she needs to reread them any time soon. she has some other ******** nonfiction book right now. no need to get on my case.
i need some chapstick....
i don't think you all (val and randi) will be able to stay over at my house after the concert now. my mum's changing her mind with dad's influence. 'it's a school night,' and all that s**t. so i think we're just going to have to drop you all of at your respective houses that night. i feel so bad for gerard, breaking a rib and then unable to cancel any of his gigs. the pressure for being a musician must be really sucky sometimes......
ahh. my nail polish is already chipping. why can't they ever make a more resiliant kind? well, at least the navy is.
i have exactly three dollars at my disposal. fear the wad of money.
max came in my room an hour ago and tore it up. he really pisses me off sometimes.
erin hunter has now started her third series in the warriors books. i read a the first few books in the second, but i just didn't catch on. i liked firestar. why do authors always have to switch out of a great main character? even if he reached the top and there was really nothing more about him, the series just aren't the same...
i haven't drawn in a while. haven't typed, either. wow. only seven or eight weeks of school left.....
i think i'm going to get a b in math. last trimaster i just barely scraped by, and he graded it up to an -a out of pity. that was only with one or two papers not handed in, four late ones, and a c on a test (i really sucked. i don't know how......) i haven't been getting any bad test grades, but my-handing-work-on-time-diligently-power is fading with all of the pressure and kryptonite.....
shadowing on thursday. i don't know how i'm going to survive that. i don't like meeting new people for the most part, and i hate crowds. high school has a wholenother grade in it, and most of the people there are freakishly tall and scary......... *sighs* i hope my person is gothic...... but i wasn't there when everyone met them. i suppose i'll just follow tim and malcolm everywhere. wink sometimes it really does come in handy to have people on your bus in your homeroom, even if they are losers.
does anyone know what they're going to do for the eighth grade celebration this year? i think last year they went to popam beach or something. i sincerely hope we don't this year. i despise the beach. too many people. too much sand. too many sandy feet kicking and sandy hands grabbing. then the tidal waves of the stuff that pollute my books into a mediocre appeal.... the sea water doesn't help, either. plus the salt is so hard to get out of my hair.
hm. lot of complaining. i seen to be doing that a lot lately. an omen of some sort? like val's creepy -everyone's-dying-and-i-can't-do-anything dream?






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Dexaa
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commentCommented on: Tue May 01, 2007 @ 01:39am
sorry to be the bearer of bad news but yes, we all are going to the beach... not sure which day though, we'll stick by you through it and make it a tad better for you if we can, it won't be so bad. you don't have to get in the water if you don't want to, the people said so... i'm pretty sure theres a pier too so you can stay off the beach
we love you meghan heart


commentCommented on: Tue May 01, 2007 @ 01:51am
heh. thanks. heart
well, at least i know now. and earlier in the year i asked if anyone ever got to stay behind, and what do ya know, they said no..........
maybe a pier would be okay, though. i don't know. i can't remember that beach....



bushy_haired_freak
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