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False happiness
My life in a nutshell
My life: Age 10-15
My life Age ten to fifteen:


My mother was married and she was happy, I had two new siblings, and a third one on the way, Life seemed great. At the age of eleven I went to California to visit My Dad, I had a good time, I spent like three weeks there. The next year went good, school was not very good, I had no friends..... at all, I was depressed at the age of twelve...... That summer I go back to California, for two weeks this time. This time was not so good.


I went up to California, My dad Had been married for 13 years or something, adn HIs wife was sick, She had a tumour leeched on the back or her spine. Nontheless My dad and her were having problems. And my dad had some Anger issues. One day He threatened her he was going to steal me, and take me to a seperate state, to live with his brother, I was scared because I didn't know what was happening. She called the cops, and he was taken to Jail, me and My little siblings in California were hiding under a bed, becasue teh Police had breaken down the door to get in. We were all really scared. We went to live with with my step-mothers sister. We lived there for two days, then I went back to Colorado. Scarred.


Nothing happened for the next two years, now I'm fourteen, My dad is straightened up, he is a great guy, no more problems as great as they were before. Then it finally happened, My step-Mother passed away..... We were so close, we talked every weekend, I told her everything, then she had a sroke in the middle of the night.... I couldn't even imagine My siblings waking up and finding their mother dead. My little brother was only 7, and my sister ws 12. It is so terrible, I cry thinking about it, after her death I was sent into spiraling depression. I started cutting my wrists, another year go's by, we were all done mourning, but she was still in our hearts, my cutting had been going on for a year, I just quit recently. That's when I learn that my cousin was murdered, she didn't just die, she was murdered. She told her boyfriend she was pregnant and the b*****d killed her, I spent two weeks with her once up in california, we were kinda close, and she was gone.... nontheless 2006 sucked.






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Freshy-Chan
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Sun Jun 03, 2007 @ 04:56am


..how sad crying
i think we had pretty much the same experience.... just urs is a lil worse..
im really sorry to hear the closest people to u died..
if u wanna know my life story just pm me [[nodding with a frown]] 3nodding ...i guess this will do..
they seriously needa get new emoticons..


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