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ok here I go........... I met this boy named michael 7 years ago, and fell head over heels in love with him, ok..... well we had a baby in 2005, and for the last two years he has done nothing but cheat and lie to me,,, but I din't leave him b/c I loved him and he is my baby's father stupped huh...anyways... I have been planning to with him to prom for the last for years even depsit what he's done, well he waits till the day before prom to tell me that he's not going to take me , that he's taking the other girl that he's been cheating on me with for the last two years.... I told him if he did then that was the last draw, that I couldn't do it anymore and that we were over if he choose to take her and not me,,,,,,well I don't think that he believed me when I told him that, b/c he's always gotten his way when it has come to mine and his relationship......... and that night he told me not to dance with any guys( the NEVER of him ... right) well that night he calls me begging me to take him back....... and I told him no........ and for the past two weeks he's been calling me at all hours of the night begging me to tak him back, and I keep telling him NO!!!.... even if I do really want to b/c I really do love him.........he keeps saying all the right things like he always did, but I still say no.....and now I have a new problem to deal with..... the girl that he cheated on me with is pregnant now(6 weeks)... he told me last night, but he says that it's not his , that he hasn't had sex with her, and that she won't tell him who the baby's father really is and she's telling everyone else that its his...... but he says it's not his that he only has one baby( mine and his).......... and I told him that I didn't want to be with him till everything went away that I didn't want to deal with all this crap,and that it is his problem to deal with ......... and it all hurts sooooooooo much b/c I love him so much, he's my first love and my baby's father , but I know that he'll never change........ it's just sooo hard saying no to him. but I am and I'm trying to stay strong, if not for me then for my baby!!!
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