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Ive been thru hell.....ive been thru pain...ive been thru a dakr road....


I have a ark past that hunts me every moment of my life.....It hunts me when i sleep, walk, talk, and think......It Kills me in my dream it kills me on my day.....Ive never been loved...never been hold...kissed or cared for......nightmares of what i want night mare of what i have done.....ive thru so much.....it kills me it feeds on my pain my weak heart on my so called love......im cold...olmostheartless....drowning in a pool of shadows...some were theres no light..no life...no love....theres no love for me...no salvation....i fear my self...i fear my thoughts..i ffear my love........