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Now time for one of Choco's world famous poems!! Whoo!!

There's still rage inside
this empty shadow
someone help me find the real me;
to shine the light on my fears

And rid of my nightmares
that haunt me in my screams
Oh, god, what I do wrong?
To deserve such pain,

My blood-stained hands
reach out in vain
Please, someone,
can't you feel my pain?

I just need a hand
a shoulder to cry on
a face to brush my tears
and a thread to bind my empty heart

Before, oh, before it all falls apart
and comes crashing down on me
Master of time, dancer of hate;
is this my one and chosen fate?

It doesn't matter anymore
as I struggle to stand on this cold empty floor
You say I'm nothing more;
But how can that be, when all I do is bleed

I trusted you
believed you could find a way
to help me;
to save my day

But all I found was bitter hate
blood and tears, shame and pain
Now you hold out your hand
But no, now it all just disappears

Call for a brighter future
do you realize that we're fighting
fighting ones who dream
outside the real world, ones who really scheme

Open wounds will cry
spirits flying in the sky
I struggle not to collapse here and die
and all I have is one thing to say; why?

Why are you so cold?
When I offered you help for a broken heart
you just turned away,
not really caring

I must admit, this hate is scary
to be so far away
from someone who's so near
it's ripping me up inside

So just go away;
just leave me alone
there's nothing you can do now
I'm struggling on this open floor