~I AM EMO~
I cry because I'm hurting
I sigh because I'm lost
I cut because I'm stressed
I never count the cost.
You think I'm trying to be cool
You say I'm begging for attention
You judge me by the way I look
You never knew the real reason.
They hate me for being who I am
They are who made me this way
They put me down cast me out
They never gave me a say.
I cry because I'm hurting
I sigh because I'm lost
I cut because I'm stressed
I never count the cost.
~HATING LOVE~
Lock myself inside my room
Turn my radio up - boom boom
Carefully my thoughts concealed.
I don't tell and no one asks
I'm free to hide behind a mask
My broken heart just won't heal.
Think about you all the time
Why I'm writing this stupid ryme
Keep tellin' myself your gone.
I miss you all night and day
Wishing only to see your face
Been without you for too long.
You left my life suddenly
And I need you here beside me
Around you I feel so loved.
Try to make it on my own
Like a bird from prison bars flown
Like white and innocent doves.
Demons dancing in my head
A photo album on my bed
I have truly gone insane.
Tie me up and throw me down
Spill my blood all over the ground
No one even knows my name.
Lock myself inside my mind
Turn my radio up real high
Carefully my thoughts concealed.
I don't tell and no one cares
I'm free to hide in darkness here
My broken heart just won't heal.
~LOST~
I look around me but I know,
I am no where I'm alone.
I used to be happy,
Innocent carefree.
Now I'm nothing,
Like I used to be.
I have no idea what happens now,
As my wrist bleeds I fall to the ground.
Silver blade stained with red,
Demons laughing in my head.
I am lost never to be found,
I am lost never to be found.
~USED TO BE~
I used to be accepted, popular, defended.
I used to be a sister, a member, a friend.
I used to be a lot of things,
I used to be me.
But now I am nothing,
Not even human being.
I used to be spirited, happy, contented.
I used to be innocent, ignorent of sin.
I used to be a lot of things,
I used to be me.
But now I am nothing,
Not even human being.
Free and flying like a bird in the sky,
I was immortal never to die.
I used to be a lot of things,
I used to be me.
But now I am nothing,
Not even human being.
~THEY FOLLOWED DOWN~
I am but a rope
'Round the neck of a girl.
She hung herself quietly
Ended her world.
I am but a bullet
Shot out of a gun.
He pulled the trigger crying
Life is no fun.
I am but a knife
Silver blade stained red.
She wished her blood cold
Now she is dead.
I am but a bridge
Who witnessed the fall
Of a teenage boy
Who lost it all.
I am but a car
Looking back at the scene.
She ran out was ran over
Without a scream.
I am but a vile
Poison I held.
He drank every drop
Joined them in hell.
~LIGHTER MOOD~
Laughing in fields
Of flowers so gold,
The shining sun
At my back so cold.
Compared to the warmth
Of your loving heart,
I've waited so long
We're no longer apart.
The world looks down
On us for being together,
They say that we both
Could do so much better.
But of course we don't care
What they shall think,
For I love you
And you love me.
~SELFISH HEARTS~
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
Death is so sweet
Just like you.
You talk about her,
While you're holding me,
Being a cheater
Must be your destiny.
I love you but
We both know,
Exactly where
We are to go.
For I hate her,
I want you myself,
You cheat which puts us
Both in Hell.
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