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so mcr was cancelled.
********. ******** ******** ********!! i've been waiting for it for THREE ******** MONTHS! damn that ******** viginia and their ******** bad restuarants. how could they ******** give MCR bad food? you damn ********. i'm never gonna be a tourist in your damn ******** state.
and i feel so torn....... because i REALLY wanted to go to it. i even got a red tie to match my black. a little bit like the helena wear in the video. i was going to get some soveniers to keep that in my heart forever, and i'd see gee up and close.......
but then again, i don't want him to go on stage sick. i want him to get better before doing any more concerts.
will he even come back to maine? when people hit it big they NEVER come here. this was probably a once in a lifetime opportunity. and we missed it because a have some damn bad luck.
so i was basically reduced to tears and having to plaster on a fake smile for my whole soccer team. and we didn't even win the ******** game against old orchard beach. 1-0. ******** it.
costume day tomorrow, right? well then, i know exactly what to wear. not sure if i'll use eye smudge, though. might be overdoing it. but maybe something to accentuate my lightless eyes. anybody else want to join me in my ******** day?