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Re-Post of "Living In The Shadow Of What Might've Been" |
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Living In The Shadow Of What Might've Been
Wake up,
It's time to go home.
You've renounced so much,
Too much.
Has your sacrifice been enough
To make you see
The error of your ways?
Let's go
To a place far from here.
Butterflies weren't meant to be caged.
Far from the chaos,
Can you see,
What we were
And what we have become?
Can I take it,
Your life?
When you left me,
I had pain.
But, it's okay,
It's alright,
'Cause it's over.
Can I take it,
Your life?
When you left me,
I had pain.
But, it's okay,
It's alright,
'Cause it's over.
I dreamt of our children.
(I didn't want to hurt you)
I dreamt of our home.
(It's time to come back)
I awoke,
(That's it)
I found you next to me.
(You did not)
I hold you so close.
(Don't get lost, now)
All becomes black.
(That's it)
I'm holding myself.
(I didn't want to stay)
Where have you gone?
(It was all so long ago)
Why am I alone?
(I had to move on)
I wake up,
To find what is real.
I don't want it...
Can I take it,
Your life?
When you left me,
I had pain.
But, it's okay,
It's alright,
'Cause it's over.
Can I take it,
(I've never understood)
Your life?
When you left me,
(Why you had to go)
I had pain.
But' it's okay,
(You didn't even want to)
It's alright,
'Cause it's over.
(But, you said it, yourself)
'Cause it's over.
You had to go,
Something told you to move on.
You said you could,
You said you could move on,
So prove it.
Just let go...
 Malison_Stage · Mon Jun 20, 2005 @ 11:26pm · 0 Comments |
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How is it,
That every time I try to do it,
It all blows up in my face.
I'm not new to this feeling,
Neither do I find
The solace I once had,
To be comforting.
May the birds flock and fly,
But I can't see the street.
They've undergone a change,
Yet,
They are all the same.
Someone,
Please,
Offer me a bullet.
I can't go on.
Someone, please,
Stop me.
Please...
Malison_Stage · Mon Jun 20, 2005 @ 11:12pm · 0 Comments |
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~~}|//Something I Just Had To Scribble|{~~ |
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~}A thought occured to me, not too long ago.
One that struck me, whilst looking at my toe.
I looked up and down, only to find
That I had, in fact, become a loser of my mind.
I wish to hope that it could be found,
Hopefully, it hadn't been put in the ground.
But, somtimes, you know? You have to put it behind,
The fact that whether or not you actually had a mind
To begin with, or, indeed, to end,
Sometimes, we all do tend
To find something silly to talk about.
This is one such thing, without a doubt.
What else is silly, is that the lines rhyme.
Personally, I think it's worse than slime.
Will this end? We'll never know.
Not until I decide to go
Somewhere else, to find my lost mind,
Or some other far place, that's also hard to find.
Will it ever be helped, the shadows of doubt,
Or will they still linger and still hang about?
I mean, with one thought in mind, I've begun to lose my focus.
Something comparable to watching a plague of locusts.
Now, that took a while. A while longer than I thought it could be.
Where on Earth is The End? It, I cannot see!
When am I going to give up? When will it rest?
Maybe when this thread finds a new guest?
Wow. That line really lacked. Something inevitable.
This may break the rhyme, but it's something inescapable.
I think this may very well be enough.
Writing this, sure hasn't been tough.
But, I need to give up, before I get too obsessed.
Or before I forget, this was only a jest.
So now, we shall find what happened to my mind,
And hope that what we see, shall be all and kind.
Good-bye, my friends, good-bye.{~
Malison_Stage · Wed Jun 08, 2005 @ 03:15pm · 1 Comments |
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I lie in this sea.
The water is cold,
The feel is cold.
I can't see where you are.
I can't feel where you are.
Am I alone?
Am I alone?
I wish,
So much,
To see you again,
Dear Angel,
But there is something here,
That beckons me to stay.
I find myself surrounded.
This cold seems omnipotent.
Yet, something else seems wrong...
As if from a dream,
I open my eyes.
I awaken to find you in my arms.
I can feel your heartbeat.
I am so warm.
I know where you are.
I know you are here.
Your heart is so close,
Beckoning me to stay.
I will gladly heed its call.
I love this warmth
That you present.
I love your precsence.
I love you.
And I wish never to feel
That same cold, again.
Malison_Stage · Mon Jun 06, 2005 @ 02:42pm · 0 Comments |
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"¡Hola!" from the Crazy One |
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Hello people and welcome back to the:
||//~Chronicles of ME!!! Malison_Stage~\||
Yay! n_n
Indeed, it has been a bit of while since last I wrote something in here, but I have been busy with the rest of my life.
I've, just recently, started in a new course. A retail course at a place called "Treehouse". It's pretty fun! n_n I've met some pretty fun people and yeah, it's pretty fun. whee
Um...
Well, I would say more, but I really need to get to bed. It's almost 2 in the morning and I need to get up in a few hours.
So...
KAKITE
Malison_Stage · Tue May 31, 2005 @ 02:56pm · 0 Comments |
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Let's see:
The razor didn't work,
My hand was too ********
For the bullet to strike.
What next?
How many options?
Plastic bag,
Head-on collision.
(Only two? What the hell?)
I walk to the pond,
Plastic bag in hand.
I'm wondering if this'll work.
I dive into the pond,
Popping my head above the water.
Wrapping the plastic bag around my head,
I think only of our reunion.
The bag is secure,
I dive below.
My vision blurs
As oxygen turns to carbon dioxide.
I close my eyes,
"Sweet oblivion..."
The air is thin,
My breathing becomes heavier
And I'm left with no air.
Suddenly, the bag fills with water.
My conciousness returns
And I can see once again.
Quickly, I rise to the surface.
"Damn it!
"Why won't you let me join you?!
"I only wanted to see you again..."
Again, I am disappointed.
Again, I go on without you.
Now, I return home,
Soaked and ashamed.
"I want to see you, again!
"I'll try my last option, very soon..."
Malison_Stage · Mon May 23, 2005 @ 04:27pm · 1 Comments |
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A black,
A shadow,
A darkness.
Why, do none see?
Understanding, beyond my grasp.
Within my own mind,
A maelstrom.
Watch my spirit soar,
As my soul begins to fall.
Are they the same,
Or two sides of the same coin?
Razor,
Rope,
Plastic bag,
Handgun,
Head-on collision.
I count five options.
(So many choices...)
'The handgun seems right,
For today.'
A smile spreads across my face.
Others hear a BANG!
I hear sweet oblivion.
"You say, 'potato',
I say, 'potahto'."
Alas, my hand is numb.
The bullet missed its target,
Striking another.
"DAMN!
"And I'm all out!"
"Fine! I'll just go to sleep.
"I was only looking for a way to join you,
"But, fine!
"I'll try again,
"Another time..."
Malison_Stage · Wed May 18, 2005 @ 02:55pm · 1 Comments |
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Sky Angel
You are the Sky Angel. You are calm, peaceful and serene. It can take an eternity to make you angry, but you can be very distructive on a whim. You can be slow to make friends, but you will stick by somone through thick and thin, and won't betray them, like the night. You like blues and whites, pastely colours. You are also attracted to birds, as they share your domain.
Yay! I'm pretty! 4laugh
Malison_Stage · Wed May 18, 2005 @ 01:55pm · 1 Comments |
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