you shyed away and never looked back
you took my hand and said "baby i'll be there"
when i closed my eyes i last saw you
but when they opened u weren't here or there
i wanted to scream and shout
i was in darkness again
i couldnt fight or see any light
i closed my eyes and said "i trust to easy"
and blame myself for the darkness that i'm in.
no amount of feeling would bring me back,
and i believe the goo's said it best when they said
"Yeah you bleed just to know your alive"
i could be passionate and unlock every feeling
but i feel that its pointless now
i feel there is no reason to trust you
and i feel like im damaged some how.
i feel that in words i cant find wisedom
and if i try then i fail and i fall
i can not trust someone with my soul
that is vulnerable and not tall
i blame myself for being weak and in pain
and for believing someone out there
could patch me up inside
some how the love and things that i felt went in vain
and my feelings saw a chance to die.
i understand now why people are closed
and why others do not care
i do not think anyone deserves this treatment
to leave them alone and scared
i wanted to rush off and be with you
and to open all the way that i can
but finding out what you did and you ignore me
makes me hide and cower instead
i close my eyes and pray that one day
someone has tender hands
to hold and to love me
in all the ways u never can
 Camillia VDP · Mon May 04, 2009 @ 09:10pm · 1 Comments |
