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when I was in high school, my life didn't change a lot. still, there are rules to follow and more obligations. there's curfew and still I'm not allowed to go out with friends. I remember there was one time that I cried because my parents didn't allow me to attend a school gathering. My friends went to our house but it didn't work.

many school activities passed by without my presence. Slowly i learned to accept my parents decissions. I just put in mind that it's for my own good.

honestly, I felt much happier when im in school than when im in our own home. I love to be with my friends, there's no dull moment with them, and I forgot every problems that i have.

my childhood wasn't not that good, or even interesting. It's not like those of little kids of my age. I wasn't able to enjoy much my childhood. at a young age, I was given so many rules to follow and many obligations that i should always put in mind.

I was not allowed to go out with my friends, not allowed to play outside, not allowed to do many things a young kid would want to do. My routine? school-home-school-home and that's it. It's really boring.

I felt like I'm away from the real world. I want to explore the outside but I can't. I need to follow want my parents say. I also need to perform my obligations.

my parents don't have much time for us. they were busy in there work. most of the time, it's only me and my lil sister in the house. we need to learn to be in ourselves and not always depend on our parents. when they arrived from work, it's already late in the night and they are very much tired.

at a young age, I learned to be responsible in all I do. I didn't remember my parents helping me do my homeworks. It's only me. I also didn't remember talking with them about my problems, still it's only me who tried to fix everything. It was as if I'm alone, as if no one was there for me.

my childhood really sucks!