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Invisible
crying
For so long you waited for us to be together

Then the time came and you ran the opposite direction

If it was me who you wanted to be with,

Me is who you said you loved

Me is who you wanted to marry

I didn't realize how bad you had it for me,

and I guess you felt as though i was ignoring you

Now I see things clearly,but you see them as a blur

Maybe you're afraid to love me

or even afraid to be loved?

My heart is open to you,

now it seems as though I'm invisble

Forever we never had a problem,

but then you brought her into the picture

then things got a little rough

I don't understand?

As I embraced you,you hesitated

I know I been going a little crazy lately,

but I'd go even more crazy without you in my life

I been trying to hold on to what little I have left

trying not to let you slip away

But it gets a little tough and there the pain enters

I dont understand why you are doing this?

When I'm the one trying to be strong for you

My heart is lost in this thing called love

My mind has gone down the drain along with my tears

And the things we shared over years

become invisble to what we've shared over the years


Written By: Marvisha L.Edwards

Dedicated:To someone speial He know who he is

For AN ex-loVer
At some point in my life I thought I needed you so much,I lived on your every smile and I dreamed on your every touch,although my heart would melt at the sound of your voice,and when I looked into your eyes my soul would rejoice,your tears made me blue,you told me you loved me and I thought it was true,but time came between us and then you bent your smile,you finally left my dreams but your memories stayed awhile,it took me a lot of time and repair for my heart to mend now I don't want you not even for a friend,I know you think its funny but only time a tell pays back a b***h anad I hope you burn in hell,although I will always love youand remember the fun we had,you are a sorry ******** and you hurt my heart very bad,you were a good lover, that I will admit,but when it comes to being a real man baby you ain't s**t
By:Catherine Johnson

I don't write poetry much anymore

beacause like many tarnished ships

They become like fog

Surpressed and clouded.

I let that part of me die in the storm

along with lot's of others.

The raindrops are inevitable

And a bridge is being built

While another is being rocked

Like I need sunshine to gain energy,

You need water to maintain minerals.

Without either a part of us will always dwell

on those tarnished ships

on big blue aged and lonely.

Never looking back on the floods,but

keeping in touch with the rivers ad streams

I smile at the sight of me finding sunshine in my cloudy life.

Always remembering my soil

Helped me to be storng

And remaing constant to the hurricanes and storms

I know just as Im smiling you're smiling too

At the sight of me finding sunshine in my cloudy life.

Written By:Marvisha L.Edwards

El 7,Noviembre

Wednesday;12:05