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man the next month or so looks to be a big pain. RUN, RUN, RUN, I'm gonna go nuts before long. Man its so tiring ya know? Dont suppose it'll be any better after hih school more deadlines new debts... maybe i should move to Inia there poverty is spiritual enlightenment marraiges are arranged love is dedication not the other way like here. America is so strange everyone is questing for exterior happiness. Sex, Drugs, Alchohal... anything it takes for that moment to feel better. Just want a reprieve from how hectic life can be but then i get it and dont know what to do with it or it slips right through my fingers... thats an america life i suppose live to work, work to live. sad