I miss you, I need you
without you I'm stranded
I love you so come back
I'm not afraid to show
Appropriate, considering you were the one that introduced me to them.
I still don't know how to say what I want to say.. x.x
I want to know what you've done these past months we've been apart. What joy have you felt? What sorrow? Have you loved like no other? Or am I, are we, still at the top of your pedestal?
Wanting to know so much, there's no one place to start.
So many poems and haikus I've written about you.. They all falter and dim to what I actually feel, and have felt.
Do I cling to too much of you, so that you need your space? Or do you indulge in my hugs, and cuddles, and clings?
You're such a riddle, I can never figure you out.. ;-;
How true! I think this will stand to be true for ever and for always. You express so beautifully, so eloquently, that sometimes, nothing ever comes out forthright. And that's where you lose me, emotionally, for a while.
You long, yearn, for others. For their comfort? For how they fill what I had once filled? But.. why? I'm still here, waiting with wide open arms, for you. For you to return.
I'll keep lookin' up, awaitin' your return
My greatest fear will be that you will crash and burn
And I won't feel your fire
I'll be the other hand that always holds the line
Connectin' in between your sweet heart and mine
I'm strung out on that wire
And I'll be on the other end, To hear you when you call
Angel, you were born to fly, If you get too high
I'll catch you when you fall
I was listening to that song a few days ago.. The bittersweet words induced my tears. Resplendent harmony, tone, and melody caused me to weep. And I didn't care, it didn't matter that I shed those tears. They were few to the numerous salty drops that have already fallen for you. More will come, I know, one way or the other. I can't deny that..
I can't lose you.. not again.
Please, I beg you, tell me your thoughts, open your mind and heart to me, as you once did, as you once promised you always would..
I'll catch you when you fall
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