When you finally look forward to realise that you can change the world, even just a little, you can't help but wonder how to get from point A to point B...
It feels like forever since I last wrote in the blog. The last time I did snow was still falling and my life was still in a whirlwind of what to do. I sort of find myself in the eye of the storm right now, but that anticipation of how I'm to ever get everything done is killing me.
If this is the first time you've ever read my blog here is a short recap:
1) I'm a seventeen year old girl who currantly resides in foster care after an abusive relationship with my father.
2) I finally woke up to realise that life is way to short to be bitter about life and am now trying to make the most of it.
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3) After seeing a movie and a suicide in my school, I'm trying to put together a support group through my school...which is all fine and well when you have the time -_-'
Currantly, I have been working on articles for my school paper, one of which is about racism. It's becoming hard to read about so many cases within the United States, and on top of that I can't help but wonder why we are fighting an internal war. I'm really hoping I can bring my thoughts to life with my article and hopfully open a few eyes along the way.
Other than that I'm still working on my group. I'm woking on the guideline and bi-laws and praying that this goes over well. I'm not normally a leader and to find myself doing things like this is unbelieveable even to me. It really makes you wonder, but I know God is backing me up 100%. I wouldn't have gotten this far without him. I'm currantly working on a book, as well, to help me be a leader (" Starting with me Starting today" by Bill Sanders) I haven't gotten very far but I'm hoping that this will help me become more confident and bring what I need to work on, with myself, to light.
Finally, after some complications, I'm going to prom. I have to admit, I really didn't think this was going to happen this year for me (and probably not next year for that matter). Things were so hectic and then when my guy friend asked me I was in complete shock. Since then I have gotten my dress and everything so I should be all set. Now just to keep my head out of the clouds about it, and to not trip during the grand march sweatdrop
-Star
 Star_Freeheart · Mon Apr 05, 2010 @ 01:26am · 0 Comments |
