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Well i believe this is something that happened in my life.
(i believe this happened about a year or two years ago i dont want to remember).
This took place right when i called my mom to pick me up from my final comfermation(however you spell it) class or whatever knowing my mom saying she cant pick me up while in a cracking bout to cry voice,so my cousin gives me a ride....then this is when the Sh it hit the fan...
(If you dont want to read then dont you are not obligated to anyways)
(and yea i believe i was crying when i was writing this out).



*Here he comes happy as he can,walking slowly down the lawn with his backpack in hand.
The door is open as he walks in seeing its loud and doors bashing
little sister confused mom hitting the door crying for she doesnt know what to do.For the break the news you dad is dying in there
for he is doing everything from crossing down the river to across it
as the boy bashes the door knowing he was outsmarted for the man opened a drawer to keep the door from openning
after the bashing he was lost so he whent to his room and collisded with a wall knowing there is nothing he can do.
mom told him to tell the neighbors to call the cops as he does what he is told not knowing where he is atblinded in fear.
after the neighbors called the cops where outside so all he did was walk away to his best friends front lawn.
cried his life out till they came out and noticed something has gone wrong.
later that day the neighbors mother took the kid to the little recitle,after the fake smiles and laughs he was tired worried what will happen to the man he known as father.
He had the chance to stay at his cousins to sleep over for anight but then he decided he can no longer be there for he misses home.
The first thing the boy does once he reaches home is open the bathroom door slowly then sits against the wall ,looking at all the destruction and bloodshed for it wasnt normal,confised how he survived.
He was confused if he would becomes like the man himself when he grows
would he be a father?Would he be a heavy drinker?would he be anything like his rolemodel
finally he decides to fix his bed and cry himself to sleep...for there is another day to bee seen...