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R.I.P
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Terrenace Randolph
1986-2006

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Loving cousin and "big brother", Your with your mom now. xoxo
Love you and will miss you so much cry cry

Happy Thanksgiving with love.

Currently the highlights here on gaia consist of My RP. Yesh tis a shamless plugg but after all it's my journal see Link to ~~~> Guilty Pleasurses in my profile. Clicky clicky ^^.

Been a while since i updated here, but there really isn't much to say. Summer is a bit over wheleming ang work in hectic. Well what else.... that's life. heart

last night after mom, Ki, & I got back home from shopping i was wheezing rather bad so mom told me to go take my meds. {nebulizer, albuteral, singular}Both are asthma medication. Well comes to find out i was out of the neb. insulin & the albuteral inhaler. (( I took the singular anyways)). I was trying to convince mom to wait a lil bit & see if it worked, but she insisted that we go to the ER. -_-;;; she won. We went & only waited a lil to be waited on. Did all the weighing & registereing & everything. The doctor came in to check on me & another came to give me meds. OK.... 3 nebs. back to back + 3 steroids (asthma)= very dizzy, groggy, shakey. I've been home all day recovering from that. It felt so weird being in a hosptal again.i haven't been in forever & of course i got he lecture about not taking my medication.Now i'm on a hole new med & i have to take nebs every 4 hours.... which i should be now, 3 steriods at 9, & my singular..... yay me.... -_-;;. But all in all we were only there for 2 1/2 hrs & i came home to rest all day. I could barely stand with all the meds. & my heart kept racing. So if i had gone to school, ppl would be carrying me to class....
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How can it be that everything you know falls apart instantly. The friends the loved ones....Everything.
Why is it that the ppl you want to make happy. To show that life is so much more are the ppl that would do anything to make you cry. The ppl you love, that can only hate.
It feels like your chest is going to explode, like it will sufficate you given the chance.... I know what i did was wrong. I left when you needed me most. I'd rather you let me keep my sanity while i still can. I miss the times we just joked around & here you are spilling tale to me of death & destuction.... What happened?..... No i don't understand.... I can't. Or maybe i can & i'm afraid to admitt it. Either way i have to try & stop you. SO what happens when i can't try any more.... I admitt that i love you & let you go on. If it makes you happier to believe i don't give a damn. then so be it. Atleast your happy.

Loving the journal feature here. 3nodding very nice. Not much to say except, welcome whee . Wonder if i can make a few new friends this way.... hmm. tis a thought ^^