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I want to tell you so much
But i can't find the strength to
I want you to know so much
But you'd never listen to me

I'm left broken inside
With nothing left but a hurt heart
Although
I'm healed on the outside

You can't see the pain you put me through
And you never will
I hate to cry in front you
You just think I'm weak when I do

Everything I ever did was out of love
You've destroyed every chance for me to be alive
I can no longer take the pain
The sadness you bring to me is too much to bare

Being broken inside seems like nothing to you
You can only see the healed outside of my mind
I've tried to keep all my feelings away from you
I guess it never worked

I've never felt so exposed and filthy with all the lies and pain
I've killed me with you ever knowing it
Now you get to go through my suffering
I've loved you once before
But now I don't think I can love you anymore