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So im sitting here at my computer. once again contemplating death.
Yeap.
Thats right.
Im depressed again.
Thats right.
This is not the first time ive hated myself on the circumstances that have put me in the position that i feel.
I dont like the way i feel towards the one that i love.
Its like a ******** drug i cant get away from.
One week everything is bliss and everyone is happy, then one little thing happens and it makes everything blow up.
Now its all blown up again and i feel like s**t.
I also feel guilty too.
So.. yall can ******** kiss my a** if i feel like being bitchy and snapping all of your heads off.
Thats right.. i may just tell you to go ******** yourself cause i feel like it.