2-14-09
0.0!!! I haven't written anything in a while sweatdrop ,whoops. Thanks to my magically appearing spare time, I am now able to get on gaia!!! So lets get down to it.
Have you ever thought to yourself 'Wow, I wish I could just change one thing? Whether it would be looks or smarts or charm'??? If you haven't or just don't bother to think of that kinda of stuff, bless your heart!!! It is one of the most depressing thoughts you can ever have. True enough I shouldn't be thinking of love at this point in my life, but at the same time... I can't help it. One my friends always hits me if I ask them if I'm an ugly person blaugh blaugh blaugh . I find that hilarious if you can't tell. She says I shouldn’t ask things like that, because if I ask too much I'll get the answer I don't want. She’s right. It reduces my self esteem, what’s left of it at least. Everyone will want a pretty face to grow old with… to care for or that can care for them, in most people that’s the case. That’s the case with me. I don’t take pride in admitting this, but it’s the truth. I hope to grow out of it as I grow older, but even then that will take a part in my life. Funny... to be talking about this on Valentines Day. I could really go for some chocolates, great anti-depressants. Well that should be it. I don’t feel like writing any more anyways. I feel like I’ve been whining for over an hour. If I have, I apologize.
Byez ^-^
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The Thoughts of a Pessimist
That's right, you heard it, I'm a pessimist, so make sure you're not overly parinoid of EVERYTHING, otherwise you might just go suicedle. Anyways my name is Pancake and I hope you enjoy. If you want to comment just go to my profile & type it up. C ya
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