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Mood...: [ 8 ]
Feelin...: [ sleepy but ok ]
Thinkin...: [ my old thoughts from 3+ years ago... lmbo! ]
Last_Watched...: [ half of road to perdition.. planning on watching king arthur today xD [its already past midnight] ]
Lissenin...: [ "hate me" by... forgot xD ]
Displayin...: [ brown shorts, multi-shaded brown long-sleeve sayin "las vegas" and some other stuff in front ]
Doin...: [ gettin ready to sleep ]
Quotin...: [ "every opportunity is a new experience" ]
i need to edit this thing...... =p
<center> lmbo! xD i was jst reading some old posts i made on here
i was so depressive back then XD i wonder how i ever got back in track... [tho i dindt ACTUALLY fully get back in track XD im still semi-depressed all the time, but thats mostly because im still livin with my grandmother.
ah. yes. thar reminds me.
a lot of useless stuff has been happenin to me xD
first off, i quit gaia for what, 3 years? maybe less, given the fact that i come on once inawhile to see wats goin on =p
during that time, i was forced back to brasil... yes.. forced... i am not ashamed to say i was deported from trying to regain entry in england... i was not at fault when they did that ¬¬ they also sent back home an australian dude with a 'round-the-world ticket in his hands... he was going into england to spend over 10k pounds xD
useless country, england...
anyway. im back in brasil and currently going through the beginning of my third year living with my grandmother. and as she is an old person (75), she's extremely systematic.
God help me o.o
anyway, im currently searching for other places to live. i've found a handful of places, but still cant decide ^^; im also on my final line on getting a real job xD and getting back to my studies. [i coursed architecture and urbanism for a semester before i locked my course by accident ^^;; long story. i can tell u if u ask. lol]
i've also dated a japanese girl online for 13 months.. they were the best 13 months of my life, thats for sure ^^
she was my last onliner..
heck, she was my last OFFliner too xD [slight detail: we never met face-to-face xD]
im also writting 5 books, which i lovingly crestened "yannika chronicles".. im currently [and unadvancingly] working on chapter 9 of the first scroll - aka, "book one"... i've posted the first 3 chapters online in my own personal forum.. tho i think i may move it to my guild here on gaia =p
you can find it [ here ]... you'll need to sign up in order to read it =]
got any questions or comments, let me know. ^^
annnnnnd i think that pretty much summarizes everything thats been happening to me.
aside the fact that i believe myself to have matured quite a lot, become wiser, smarter, and stronger... not to mention thinner XD [i've lost about 13kg since i last posted o.o], AND that i also believe myself to be in a dire need of a gf [havent "truly loved" anyone since beginning of last year], life's been ok.
not too much to complain, like i used to have 3+ years ago =p
wow i've changed. lol
anyway. that should be about it for now.
i'll TRY to keep this journal up-to-date for as long as i can xD
i've posted a few entries on devart's journal thing o.O worth a look. ^^
sore ja. ^^ mata ne~ o/
~x
PS: i've been somewhat learning japanese lately too xD
PSS: lmbo = laugh my BUTT off... XD i dont say arse. sry ^^
</center> emo
 xkaliboor · Fri May 02, 2008 @ 06:30am · 0 Comments |
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Mood...: [ 7 ]
Feelin...: [ sleepy ]
Thinkin...: [ about love ]
Last_Watched...: [ anime [innocent venus ep 4] ]
Lissenin...: [ 19-2000 by gorillaz ]
Displayin...: [ gret pants and brown long-sleeve ]
Doin...: [ nothing specifically... ]
Quotin...: [ "look forward.. face ur destiny.. there is no courage without fear - courage is when u realise there's something more important than fear.." ]
the following msg was sent to my entire list (see below)... this is where i'll be keeping those that i will NOT delete...
please note that new contacts will automatically be added to this safelist.
..::List::..
[ names added by order of identification. ]
[ top :: oldest ]
[ bottom :: newest ]
~@[ Kunowa (Jasmine) ]@~
~@[ KateySux (Katey) ]@~
~@[ Chiiii (Lydia) ]@~
~@[ M i t s u (Emma) ]@~
~@[ Little_Shrimp (Alice) ]@~
~@[ No Sex For You (Kei) ]@~
~@[ Rena Freewing (??) ]@~
~@[ Naruto The Fox Demon 13 (??) ]@~
~@[ LadyofFantasySerenityRose (jean) ]@~
~@[ Barbara Jean (LadyofFantasySerenityRose) ]@~
~@[ fahsky (??) ]@~
~@[ Sakura Takanashi (Vivi) ]@~
~@[ The Eee Dee Fairy (Sara) ]@~
~@[ the littlest emo kid (elizabeth) ]@~
~@[ Stokaia (Sammy) ]@~
~@[ The Song Writer (Stokaia) ]@~
~@[ Harmony Echo (Harumuchan) ]@~
~@[ Ice_Sick_El (Harmony Echo) ]@~
~@[ winged angel of death (Aichan) ]@~
~@[ Kasumi Kibinjoi (Gigi) ]@~
~@[ Cabell (??) ]@~
~@[ [salandra stubborn] (Cabell) ]@~
~@[ lemon_twist (melanie) ]@~
~@[ klissaye (ashley) ]@~
~@[ The Unknown Angel. (??)(last: Sakura Himoura) ]@~
~@[ Hells.Sweet.Rain (??)(runescape: heartland) ]@~
~@[ princess_yoshi (jasmine) ]@~
~@[ ]@~
[.total friends.]
[.26 and rising.]
[.first date and time.]
[.2006.12.29 - 0400hrs -3GMT.]
[.last edited date and time.]
[.2006.01.08 - 0351hrs -3GMT.]
xkaliboor i have WAY too many ppl on my list...
i'm sending this to you so you can identify urself and to allow me to keep u on my list....
u have a month as of the day i send this out...
those who do not reply within a month (or until the next time i log on after a month) will mercilessly be erased from my list...
i will send out a general message to those who may be erased before i do so and give an extra week of grace time, but that's as far as i will go...
recognizing that most of you dont even use the account im sending this to, if that IS indeed the case and u end up reading this some time in the future after u have been erased, please let me know of any new or otherwise username u currently use so i can add you again...
also, please notify your entire buddy list of any name changes if there r any... i find it annoying when someone i dont recognize the name pvt msgs me... PLEASE IDENTIFY YOURSELF!!!
as an opportunity, also, please stop sending me CHAIN MAIL and SPAM MAIL!!!!! (only a select few do this.... you know who you are........)
thank you for ur time, and i sincerely hope i can still keep you in my list...
~yann (x)
xkaliboor · Fri Dec 29, 2006 @ 08:57am · 0 Comments |
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Mood...: [ 7 ]
Feelin...: [ random ]
Thinkin...: [ leaving home on the 21st crying ]
Last_Watched...: [ Mr and Mrs Smith (i watched another one after that but i cant remember the name) ]
Lissenin...: [ crazy town, butterfly ]
Displayin...: [ blue pants, black t with some.. weird.. brown words and...... c_C;; ]
Doin...: [ waiting for the answer ]
Quotin...: [ "--" ]
<center> haha this is kool
i was trolling around myspace.com and found this really kool site XD it makes names from YOUR OWN NAME!!
anyway, according to that, my japanese name is Hachirobei Kanezane (Last, First)...
Take The Kawaii Japanese Name Generator by Shuichigami today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's
Name Generator Generator.
lemme know what ur name is lol
edit: apparently html code doesnt work here ^^;; lets change it, shall we?
edit2: i did the real japanese name generator too.. its Takumi (open sea) Yamada (mountain field), again in last, first name format
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xkaliboor · Mon Jul 04, 2005 @ 05:34pm · 2 Comments |
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another definition [anime-like faces] |
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Mood...: [ 8 ]
Feelin...: [ ok ]
Thinkin...: [ of someone ]
Last_Watched...: [ SW: EpIII [it rool'd] ]
Lissenin...: [ crazy frog... ugh! T-T; ]
Displayin...: [ black "exercise" pants, gray T (the onewith a big 85) ]
Doin...: [ fighting sleep (its 3:11am in england right now) ]
Quotin...: [ "--" ]
<center>thought i'd put this for everyone to take advantage of.. please comment on these and tell me if i missed something (coz i know i did...)Horizontal
^^ or ^_^ -- smile
^.^ -- shameless smile
<.< or <_< or << -- nervous look left
>.> or >_> or >> -- nervous look right
>w< -- "aww", or "ouch" look
^w^ -- "being cute", or "feeling special" look
>_< or >< or >.< -- irritated, or impatient
o_O or o.O or oO-- suspicious, or head crooked to left (confusion)
O_o or O.o or Oo-- suspicious, or head crooked to right (confusion)
O_O or O.O or OO or @_@ (and variations) -- "whoa!" or "eep!" look
o_o or oo -- "what..!?" look (enlongate the "_" character for further emotional show)
_._ or _-_ or _o_ -- upside-down and bored.
T-T or crying or ToT or T.T -- crying
Y-Y or Y_Y or YoY or Y.Y -- "sigh" crying,or variation to "T" cry (looking down instead of ahead)
-_- or -.- or -- -- asleep, or really bored
x_x or x.x or x-x -- "dead" look. capitalization may vary as the person wills it to.
=_= or = = or =.= -- squint (mostly suspicious)
¬_¬ or ¬.¬ or ¬ ¬ -- aggravated look, or corner-eyeing some one (e.g. "i didnt kick you... ¬_¬;; honest.. <_<;; " wink can only be typed by canadian-european standard keyboards. im still looking for the alt code for those who cant type it naturally)
notes:
; or ' are nervous swear droplet, used with any if the faces. putting these to the right (never left) always means u're nervous about something. you may add as many as you like, but try not to over-do it! [at GRAND most 4 or 5]
in all cases, you may want to enlongate the "_" character for further emotional show
u_u and n_n are variations of -_- and ^_^ and are not usually used. keep these in mind in case you MAY want to use it some day, or just to understand what they mean in the rare event you may see these (they look more anime-like than the usual -_- and ^_^ faces)
Vertical
[coming soon]
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xkaliboor · Fri Jun 10, 2005 @ 03:06am · 3 Comments |
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another definition [of love] |
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Mood...: [ 2 ]
Feelin...: [ forgotten ]
Thinkin...: [ life's goals ]
Last_Watched...: [ Alien Vs Predator [kick a** movie.. def reccomended XD] and Joey [show derived from Friends] ]
Lissenin...: [ -- ]
Displayin...: [ red shorts, gray 85 logo Tshirt ]
Doin...: [ catching up ]
Quotin...: [ "--" ]
<center> my definition of love is when u cant stop thinking of that person...
when the air u breathe comes from the sight u see when u look at them..
its when they go somewhere, u cant breathe...
my definition of love is when the only thing u think about is them, and how their bad sides are the best things u admire about them...
with love, up can b down and down can be right...
whatever it is, thats only part of my full definition of love...
u should figure out what u define things, even if the dictionary contradicts u...
[- my edited answer to ray-chan, salad-chan's twin -]
tell me your definition of love o_o</center>
xkaliboor · Mon Mar 28, 2005 @ 11:47pm · 4 Comments |
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Mood...: [ 5 ]
Feelin...: [ alone again ]
Thinkin...: [ calmly ]
Last_Watched...: [ some model show... sister made me ]
Lissenin...: [ dont know the name, but it sounded nice ]
Displayin...: [ blach shorts, red t w/ a large "0" in front ]
Doin...: [ playing runescape [xkaliboor] ]
Quotin...: [ "--" ]
<center> hm... today is my bday...... lets see how it goes, ill probably add a comment later today or tomorrow saying how it went whee
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xkaliboor · Wed Jan 12, 2005 @ 11:03am · 5 Comments |
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Mood...: [ -5 ]
Feelin...: [ alone ]
Thinkin...: [ so lonely ]
Last_Watched...: [ last episode of friends ]
Lissenin...: [ ol lang zine (sp?) ]
Displayin...: [ same as before ]
Doin...: [ crying ]
Quotin...: [ "so... lonely..." ]
<center> another year... another time... i wanted to be alone for it... but i wasnt going to... my mom and her bf, chris, were going to stay here and celebrate with me...
all of a sudden a phone call 45 minutes before midnight, its a friend of my mom's, marlene... her daughter is gravely ill and has to go to the hospital...
im alone... again... for another holiday...
this time tho its mroe lonely than i thougth i could have handled...
whatever... +sigh+ its just another day in the life of just another person... another sand pebble in the beach, another rain drop in the sky... a dim light in the sky...
its just me
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xkaliboor · Sat Jan 01, 2005 @ 12:12am · 1 Comments |
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Mood...: [ 0 ]
Feelin...: [ bored and alone ]
Thinkin...: [ of yesterday ]
Last_Watched...: [ A.I. ]
Lissenin...: [ -- ]
Displayin...: [ red shorts, brwn long sleeve t ]
Doin...: [ being bored ]
Quotin...: [ "--" ]
<center> i have been neglecting my journal lately, and as an online journal writer, i believe it is my duty to try and explain why...
because i believe a journal is to be updated whenever somethign exciting happens in one's life.. and.. nothign exciting, worthy of being publicised to the world has been happening to me.. at all..... all i have are open-ended plans for an uncertain future, which personally, i dont even know if its gonna happen or not... so what am i to do?
why, what i always do, of course, since the beginnign of this year. live life, day by day.
another thign is, ive been likeing this girl, a lot, who lives else where in the world, but i have already told myself "no more online gf's".. besides, she hasnt told me whether she has healed or not, and im no magician.. im not gonna guess and go for it, especially since she's online...
i just really wish we'd talk liek we used to... i realyl miss talking to her, but she's been so busy &_& too bad im such a lifeless loser who cant even tell appart life from reality, or fiction from tall-tale... +sigh+
dont tell me i need to get a life, get a job, get moving and off my lazy arse... these are thigns i already know, and by telling me these things will only annoy me and most likely push any chances of me talking to you ever again, if i ever talked to you... so if u have nothign constructive to say, at all, dont comment.. unless its to say hi.. then u can comment... and if u wanna tell me somethign related to my journal... or ur journal... or gaia.. or outside of gaia.. heck just comment whatever u wanna comment &w&;;
thats getting kinda long, and i know most of you do NOT like to read long things... so i'll stop around here and --
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xkaliboor · Fri Dec 31, 2004 @ 02:19am · 2 Comments |
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Mood...: [ 5 ]
Feelin...: [ confuuuuused ]
Thinkin...: [ what the (( loud sharp noise )) was i thinking?! xD ]
Last_Watched...: [ some flash movie from newgrounds.com ]
Lissenin...: [ -- ]
Displayin...: [ red shorts, brown long-sleeve t ]
Doin...: [ waking up ]
Quotin...: [ "hey amin ^_^ merr cmas to u doo :p" - me [talking to my friend, min, when i was half asleep today] ]
<center> lol
this is what u get for not sleeping at all the morning before xD
first i need to explain what happened
i hadnt slept the previous night, at all, and i was extremely tired and i didnt even know waht was happening in the computer at all...
this is an end result from a half-asleep, 1/4-awake, 1/4-zombie-like status xD
Quote: Bo_O????????? says: Merry Christmas Yann xKAliboor o_O [ ennoshita no chikaramochi ] says: hey amin ^_^ merr cmas to u doo :p xKAliboor o_O [ ennoshita no chikaramochi ] says: xjak* xP +sigh+ Bo_O????????? says: what? xKAliboor o_O [ ennoshita no chikaramochi ] says: ha&
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xkaliboor · Sat Dec 25, 2004 @ 07:01am · 2 Comments |
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