My heart has recently been about to burst! All of my friends are falling for new people and going crazy about how wonderful they are. Almost each of them has someone totally new that they are simply infatuated by... that is all but my best friend shes got a broken heart over the last guy she was with still and sadly doesnt feel like theres anyone else who could take his place. I know how she feels I was in a major relationship this past summer that was absolutely insane commitment wise. Its hard to get over someone who seems that perfect to you but I keep telling her there will always be other people out there and whether they are better or not she will never find out if she doesnt let go of the pain, and I just wouldnt be able to handle seeing her lose it like I did.
On another note Ive been letting down my guard to let others in and so far its been going well I'm reconnecting with old friends making tons of new ones and even meeting some cute guys ^_^. I met this one guy who seems so interesting but I really dont know him very well but there are tons of people around me saying "dont worry I'll hook you up with him" but a girl has to wonder what does this boy who I barely know really think of me? Hes with me in one class and he sits a few seats away Ive talked to him only a few times and yet he captivates me. I wonder if he knows what I think of him often, and wish to become closer to him but it almost seems a confession is necessary to get to know him. Who knows maybe it'll work maybe not I'll keep hoping. Wish me luck<3
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Life,liberty, the pursuit of happiness and what happens when the previous just dont work out...
An honest telling of what goes on in an average teenage girls life and how she handles it and feels about it. My intention is only to speak what I think and maybe tell a few stories about my life so far.
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