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• W E I R D • D R E A M S •
Okay, I've been having the strangest dreams lately. Honestly, I have no idea what's going on.
I will start off by telling you some important things about how my life is going these days, because they have some reference to the dreams I've been having.
Two months ago on April 19, me and my boyfriend, Cory, of 4 1/2 months broke up. This sent me head first into a depression that lasted up until recently. You may think that a breakup isn't enough to cause a depression, but it was, and you don't know the whole story anyway.
*ahem*
But moving on, Sometime in early June, late April (I can't remember the exact day) I had a strange dream that made me think a lot.
Me and a group of other people dressed in ragged clothing were being shewed into this room by a tall woman in what looked like to be a army suit. Her hair was up in a bun and she wore a soldier hat. She made us go into this room in a side of a gray concrete building. Inside, the walls were concrete, and a chalky white color. The only light in the room was coming from the opened door in which the soldier lady guarded to make sure we didn't get out and no one got in. In the far right corner, there was a boy with auburn hair sitting in a desk. His hair covered his face. I looked at his shirt. It was white with the words DON'T FORGET on it, written in red. As soon as I read his shirt, the dream ended.
I'm one of those people that think all dreams have some sort of meaning to them... and this one has just confused me all around. Don't forget what? What did this mean? Why did I dream this?
Here's what my friend said about it:
Quote: I think that maybe you feel metaphorically as if you are being held prisoner by someone or maybe just yourself. The boy in the corner might represent someone in your life that is different than everyone else (since he's in a corner, like he's shunned) that you've partly or completely forgotten about. And the gender probably doesn't necessarily have to be male. And he could be representing more than one person.
A little later, I had this dream:
This story was set in the 1940's, during WWII. I was a little older than I am now. I think I was around 17 or 18. I was helping to hide two small Jewish children from Nazis, one's name was Angel, the other's name was Cory. After I found them, I quickly took them inside an old, abandoned red house in the middle of a thick forest. Less than an hour later, a soldier knocked on the door, barged in, and quickly grabbed Cory, making his escape into the night, leaving me with Angel. A year passed, and I was still hiding Angel in the red house. A soldier knocked on my door again, and took me this time, leaving Angel by herself. The soldier dragged me back to his camp on the edge of the woods, near a lake. He threw me in front of the fire, handed me a sheet of paper, and told me to write down the reasons why I was so worthless. There were other soldiers around, and tents set up everywhere. I kept asking him "Where's Cory? What have you done with him?" but he never answered me. When I refused to write, he threw me back into the woods, and told me to find my way back home.
And I don't understand this one either.
Here are more references you'll need to understand this one thoroughly. Remember my ex-boyfriend I was talking about earlier? Well he's a senior this year, and even after we were broken up, I still told myself that I was going to his graduation, but before we left, I got really upset and was unable to go. So maybe that little bit of information will help this dream to make more sense.
I was at graduation, sitting with my friends, Haley an Jessica. I was planning on confronting Cory, but somehow tripped an hurt my knee. I somehow ended up at my cousin's house, and fixed up my knee there. I walked until I saw a bar, and in the parking lot was my grandfather's car. I stole it in a hurry to get back to graduation as fast as I could. But by the time I got back to the school, it was too late and everyone was gone.
It bothers me that all of the dreams somehow refer back to Cory. I'm trying to get over him and the dreams are just making everything 10x worse. If anyone has anything helpful to say, it is greatly appreciated.
- V A L K Y R I E <3
 x - SCANDALOUS · Tue Jun 23, 2009 @ 03:40pm · 0 Comments |
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