I have 4 reports I need to do & finish tonight because they're due very very soon... Like two of them are due Thursday. One of which is a 20 page report-type thing on supreme court cases, and the other is a paper on flappers & bootleggers with a video I need to get with my friend to make.
Last night I made a livejournal but I can't get to it on the school computers so I saw this option just now & decided I'd make a journal here too!! If I can't express myself through one website, I'll use another right?? wink
Well, I haven't been on gaia in a while but it's okay...
Last night I played pool with my friend Ed. His friend, Doug, had heard a lot about me, apparently from Ed, and so Ed made Doug join us toward the end of the night. Doug needs a girlfriend, and I think Ed likes me but won't admit it, so Ed told me Doug needs a girlfriend.
When Doug walked in he was this short, fat, kind of plain person --- with no personality. Ed obviously doesn't know me because if he did he would know i wouldn't want to go out with Doug or anything... and it was extra creepy cuz Doug asked me if he could call me later & do somethin... then he added "I'm not gonna force it on you... it's your choice..." wtf?! Obviously it's my choice... ugh. I just couldn't say "get the hell away from me" because he's Ed's friend and Ed is my friend, etc. The whole thing with Ed gets complicated too because there are times I think I like him and then I say to myself "he's my FRIEND..." you know?? One of the people you just want to stay friends with...
My ex also called me last night, telling me he loves me but he's not in love with me. Good for him. I'm not sure whether I'm angry about that, or whether I don't care. Because I didn't ask him about whether he loves me or not, and I didn't really want to know. I'm not sure whether I even actually like him... let alone love. Blah.
The bell's gonna ring in about 10 minutes and I have other things to get started on so... I'll try to post again tonight... But considering the amount of homework I have I probably shouldn't post... because if I do I'll get sidetracked & blow off the rest of my homework.
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