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Ah... how I hate personal narratives... Who freaking cares what has happened to shape your life? Especially mine. My college class has a bunch of interesting stories, but I couldn't come up with anything. My life has always been so dull. That's technically why I've always made up my own. It's too bad I can't lie convincingly enough to make up one >.>..........

So, I'm stuck. I was thinking about the dream I had that made me want to be a writing in the first place, but how can I make that into a four page essay? That can be summarized in a paragraph T-T I'm just drawing blanks on this. It's horrible.

Then I thought about my father, and how that lead to me not trusting males at all. And Aaron, of course. Males just can't be trusted. They either make up stories to try and impress a girl, or they're just trying to get in your pants... Most of them anyway. There are some nice ones, but few -shrugs-

But then, I couldn't think of anyway to put that in. I'm not asking for a pity party, and I don't really care for the drunken b*****d to bother writing about him anymore... And how do I do some foreboding on that? -_-

ARG! ******** PERSONAL NARRATIVES! GIVE ME A REAL FICTION STORY TO WRITE!

Arg, I hate being grounded, you know? My step-father grounded me because I stood up for myself. I know most parents seem to think kids are brainless droids that they can boss around.They usually only expect obedience, but I'm not going to have someone be a complete a*****e over something as <i> stupid </i> as watching a youtube video and he's watching TV in the next room.

F-U-C-K-I-N-G sue me.

My aunt wanted to see it, and I was showing it to her. If you would get that stick out of your a** and be patient, we wouldn't have any trouble now would we?

Maybe it was a little out of the normal barriers as a kid to tell a step parent that they needed to give respect to earn it, but it was the complete and utter truth. You can't complain you don't have respect when you've done nothing to earn it.

But whatever. I'm annoyed my mother made me apologize first, and she completely agreed with me that he was out of line.

He still hasn't apologized. I feel I should have had the internet back exactly when I bowed to the b*****d's feet, but whatever.

I'm as stubborn as hell, of course.

Ah well. One more day.