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I have my kiki kitty and imma call it kika. i also have a mr. tentacles of hentai teddy bear!!!! rofl
AznSweetie · Mon Feb 27, 2006 @ 07:49pm · 2 Comments |
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meow meow meow meow.
can't wait til I get my kiki kitty in real life!!!!!!!!!!!!
AznSweetie · Thu Dec 29, 2005 @ 08:57pm · 0 Comments |
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my boyfriend hasn't picked up his phone all day today.
my boyfriend sent me an impersonal im and signed off from aim before i could respond
my boyfriend hasn't call me yet.
my boyfriend hasn't replied to my text message.
I am clingy.
he should die.
the end.
AznSweetie · Wed Dec 07, 2005 @ 06:45am · 0 Comments |
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why is it that i feel like i can't write for crap anymore? I'm basically scared to write anything and procrastinate like hell when I have written projects due. does anyone else do this? i know a whole buncha people do, but it seems like they all write better than me still. I really need to get back into the habit of keeping a journal. i think it might actually help me get into the habit of writing better and help me get my thoughts together. I seem to have a problem actually having an arguement in my papers that i write. so basically, they're just crap according to my stupid teacher that doesn't like anyone in the class except for one guy called tuan. i dont like him that much. keh.
anyways, let's reflect back on what i learned this semester in college writing. I learned that i can't analyze. how did i fix that? hmm.... i realized that i needed to summarize less than i was doing. I guess i had to figure that the people already read the book or whatever and just say what each thing means. I think that might take away from the audience. I guess I had to learn how to balance summary and analyzation together. I also learned to look closer at something that is given. All in all though, i feel like i didn't learn much from that class. It's like we just sat around all day and talked about what books means and stuff... nothing smart or anything. I guess if i actually have gained anything from the class it was the fire to start writing again to prove to the dumb teacher that i actually can write, and nothing she says can get to me.
I guess that's all the class was to me, to motivate me to do better in spite of the difficulty i had in doin it. I wanted to prove to myself that I could write, even though i just didn't ever want to start. I had to go through the trouble of rewriting all my junk, of seeing critisizm and such and write a better paper with it. yeeep... so, now to write the actual paper with all this in mind....
scream noonono i donwanna nononononon!!! mad
AznSweetie · Mon Dec 05, 2005 @ 05:23am · 0 Comments |
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I haven't bitched in a while... so let's get to it. School sucks, Life sucks, and we all should die. I have a paper that i should make up (i got a C on it) that's due tomorrow, and i'm seriously debatin whether or not i should go on and revise. it's not like it's helped before, and i don't really feel well.
My boyfriend -that i'm still with, yes- is in oakley and is seriously like moving away forever. I won't see him for a while because he's really lazy, and doesn't want to make the hour drive from oakley to oakland just to see me.
I have a big project that i have to start on tuesday, but would have been good to start last week on tuesday, but didn't because i got lazy. I also don't have a partner for this class.
and these are the reasons why life sucks. oh, and i might have skin cancer. there's is this strange bump on my arm that should get checked out, but i'll never get the chance to because i'm too lazy. and it's probably too late anyways and i'll probably die.
yes. that's all i have to complain about. now i should sign off because i'm starting to see white dots in my eyes and i have a headache. NOTE TO SELF- stop bein on the internet so much.
domokun may the domo eat u up domokun
AznSweetie · Sun Nov 27, 2005 @ 09:17pm · 0 Comments |
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i'm bored. what fun. mrgreen
AznSweetie · Thu Nov 10, 2005 @ 04:09am · 0 Comments |
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hello liz. if you are reading this, it is because you have too much time on your hands and you need something to do. yes, this was created just for you so that you could read it all and feel really special and redface at the same time... teeheeheehee!!!
just playing. she ain't ever on, anyways, so it's not like i'm really doing this to bug her (but if she does... ninja ) xd i'm so weird. i should do whole journal enteries about my friends, just so i could gossip about them. sweatdrop and hope they never discover this page.
the topic i really want to talk about is maple story. yes, that is my new obsession, and i should totally talk about it and be obsessed about that rather than my rather confused boyfriend who happens to ignore me when he's playing World of Warcraft. *growl* mrgreen
althought i spent a gazillion hours on maple story, i haven't forgotten about all you gaians sweatdrop heart .... i am here much less tho. in fact, the only reason i'm on gaia rite now is cuz maple story is having another world added and is currently not letting people play mad mrgreen . very mean of me, i know, but wat the heck.
ok, that's it for now. heart heart your very own, AznSweetie heart heart
AznSweetie · Fri Aug 19, 2005 @ 06:40am · 0 Comments |
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I really wonder if anyone actually reads these journals i randomly throw around. it would be nice heart if people actually did. xd too bad they don't.
so, i'm now back from china and i will be starting school in about 19 days. scary. eek i'm in shock a little because it is sooo close for me to finally start college. I have been dreading yet anxiously waiting for this day since the first day of senior year... if not than, than in 6th grade when i first joined that one program called PCA which prepares you for college.
Fcuk (and no, i just like those clothes, it's not a cuss word... wink ), i haven't even found a place to live. lol. i shall hopefully stay in a co-op if i get in... but since i am so confused i will probably stay at home.
*crosses fingers*
please jeebuz, please gawd, let me remember to get all that fcuking paperwork done before school starts so that i can start on time. sweatdrop it is so hard to go to college on your own. sad
on a brighter note, let's chat about my lovie now. teehee, i'm sooo happy to be back in california. i was totally missing my bf, and i still miss him now seeing as i only saw him for a week. he's now in reno with his family and he'll be coming back tomorrow heart
now wat can i say without giving too much away,... xd nothing. mrgreen
we totally heart each other. my friend even called me lovesick. yup. i get sick from being too much in love and i die if i can't bask in heart
i'm stilll cool though. rite?
rite?
anyways, it's getting late, and i should be getting to bed.
heart Your very own AznSweetie heart
AznSweetie · Thu Aug 04, 2005 @ 08:26am · 1 Comments |
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Yeah! i graduated!!! haha!! i did it! and now i will be goin to UC Berkeley. yeah. so. i finally passed my sr. project, wrote my salutitorian speech (lol, i'm the second best and yet i don't know how to spell it), got my things together and now i have my diploma... sitting on the table... still in its envalope. it feels good to be done wid school. yes it does. now i get to go to china!!! whoohoo!!! (yeah, whoohoo is my new favorite word) crying but i don't get to see my bf for a month. really sad. cry oh well... hopefully we'll spend tons of time 2gether b4 i go... which might not be likely, knowing him... stare gonk so.. i just wanted to add another journal seeing as my last was so long ago. bye folks!
AznSweetie · Wed Jun 29, 2005 @ 08:30pm · 0 Comments |
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