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Hey guys guys

Alright, so, it's really interesting to see what happens when bonds break in a group of friends
The hierarchy kinda goes... Weird, I suppose?
As an example, and what I've been seeing lately, is that one of my friends got upset with me and we're both much too stubborn to say anything XD
But, if we backtrack to what's been going on the past few years, focusing on six people:

Allison<>Danielle Alex<>Katy Sydney Jessica
Allison and Danielle have a fight
Allison<>Jessica Danielle<>Alex<>Katy Sydney
Allison enters solitude and tries for multiple friends to test the gap
Allison Danielle<>Alex<>Katy Sydney Jessica
New semester effects Danielle by bringing Jessica and Sydney to her and Alex away
Allison Jessica<>Danielle<>Sydney<>Alex<>Katy
Danielle and Alex have a fight
Allison<>Alex<>Katy Jessica<>Danielle<>Sydney
Either Allison or Alex begin to talk (Either on Allison's end of still having a gap, or on Alex's end of still having a bleeding wound, or on either's of trying to get on my nerves by aligning themselves against a common enemy of myself)

And that is the current hierarchy, mostly considering these six people
I'm not sure if that means anything that it's currently balanced??

I've been told examining relationships as they go in this manner is very unemotional and hurtful, but honestly I dunno why??
It's just generally interesting to see how people behave under different stressors

In short, currently Alex is on, like, two months of refusing to speak to me (For I spoke of MLP in German class to a fellow brony, oh god the horror)
Oddly, the brony of which I spoke to and made things worse through teasing Alex is the one redeemed? Which is strange, but is probably due to not a strong bond between the two. It's more of an acquaintance than anything, I guess
Personally, I can't wait to start college and just start fresh. Not that I want to ditch any friends, no, but mostly 'cause I'm hoping some time away from everyone with all new people will do me some good XD

I'm not sure why I wrote this, but it's probably a passive-aggressive jab at the three people who have currently caused me absolutely any social issues in the past few months, since they are all active here
Oh, and I forgot to mention Jesse in this, since he's one of the three, really
I don't feel very comfortable around him and dislike the manipulation he causes in Alex. It's a wonder she never notices what effect people have on her and why. Even I have an effect on her, though I would hope it would be more positive than any influence Jesse has with her (I took her to two colleges in the past year to check out stuff????? I sure hope that's positive omg)
I'm personally incredibly happy she's not as malleable as she was in elementary and middle school, though. Elementary school she was very impressionable to the point of I had to talk her out of trying to hang out with popular girls who planned to torture her... In middle school me and Jesse had a small spat in which we both very well took control of her to do our bidding against each other. The worst point was probably when he convinced her I hated her and got to hack my account on Gaia. Thankfully, Jesse has a reasonable side and realized how much damage we were causing so we called a truce XD;;

Ummm anyways this was good to write about. I feel like going to make some macaroni and cheese now
Also I got a haircut and I think I look adorable .//w//.

See you guys in like a year ^ ^;;