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"Hoc est simplicissimus, because I am crazy"
Hardly so, but I'm managing.
I think I'm reconsidering going to VCU for college. I like the location, the overall feel of the school...it screams my name. The only downside is that I'm leaving a lot of things behind, but that's progress. I'm leaving things behind in order to immerse myself in new things; new opportunities, new events, new life.
I'm afraid, though. Genuinely afraid of life after high school. No, it's not coursework that I fear of, but life. Starting to live. I'm afraid to live, I think. Afraid to make it on my own after depending on others for such a long period of time.
Maybe it's the change that I fear, and not life itself.
