Smiley my friend
I found a new friend
Its green with metal at the end
The emotion he brings is overwhelming
And I cry cause I know I will loose it
I will loose a battle when it comes
He will defeat me and strike up his price
Letting him move over my body I know is not wise
But his power is so great
Greater then my own but smaller then my best friend
Though I know he is also able to defeat me in the end
He’s pointing in my direction always looking
And when I please him he makes a smiley face
But not on my face I will not smile
I have to let this sink in for a while
My eyes cant stop crying as my heart aches
I wonder when I will be strong enough
I want to be stronger then I am now
I want to defeat these friends somehow
But I don’t know how to do that I’m weak
I’m a weak liar to everybody but these friends
These friends who give me red smiley faces
Their smiling like sons of Hades
All over my body they show my weakness
Its impossible to ever hide them all
Scarred am I that one day my shirt will stop hiding
That it will slip up and show the world my true smiling
To think of a touch makes me shiver
Cause who know maybe they will feel them
And what should I do when people feel them?
They would lock me up like a madmen
But I’m not crazy or sick at least not anymore
I’m healing I’m taking care of myself now
It’s a process that takes long and needs care
But I’m sick of this smiling I did for so long
I want to be cured and fully healed
But never I want my scars to be reviled
 ReflectingDarknessOG · Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 06:35pm · 0 Comments |
