Ahh I haven't wrote in the journal for a long time. Well today I will talk about how I feel about life or its sorta like a poem to me some stuff actually happened awhile ago too.
Today I snapped at my friend I was just telling her that I would find a girlfriend cause I sorta liked her but I had a long time to think will I stay the way I am or should ask her out or stay as a friend. I decided to stay as friend I was telling her that but she wouldn't believe me so I snapped at her and she belived me. So yeah we had a talk and made to be friends again. The path of life its a magical thing as you move on you learn something cool and new. But me I think everyday about what should I do as if I was walking through a void of darkness like I'm going no where like a locked door in my mind that needs a key to be opened. as I go on through with life each day each year I am a step closer of getting that key. When I get more angry the darkness grow bigger and thicker. As I listen to my favorite calm songs they make the darkness grow weak. These songs are from a tv show I love to watch they are Vandread(End theme song) Ghost In The Shell(End theme song) and Evangelion( End theme song) with those calm songs. In the morning when I smell the morning dew and look at sunrise I see what I did what was wrong and try to change it to make it better. I can imagine the door opening to open something new to my mind as I remember as a I walk on the path of life. 3nodding
 megadude12 · Thu Jun 29, 2006 @ 11:45am · 0 Comments |
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