I don't usually go off on tangents like this, especially away from home, but I guess I will. Since it's peeved me since the remaining days of school came to an end this past school year.
I have a place, like most people do, in their minds where they can be at home in. A place no one can ever go. Well mine is more or less a state of mind. A state of mind that I like to be in 24/7. But when I get violently pulled out of my state of mind I get upset or even angry. You could say that my "Wa" has been tampered with. I don't like that. And today I had one of those moments. It upset me but I imedeatly recovered so no harm done.
So now your asking why am I writing this? Well I just needed to get it off my chest. And I feel happier this way, letting things out so you don't have to look at them again. I guess you could say i've rejuvenated myself. But I will never reinvent myself, because you're always gonna be who your always gonna be. No use going back and changing now.
I like the woman I'm becoming, and I don't give a crap if you don't.
LOLJK, maybe. Gotta grow up sometime? ;3
So here is to getting my state-of-mind back! Cheers! Kampai! -toats-
-Spookie-chan, From: North Augusta, South Carolina.
ps: Grandma no I'm not and never will be getting into the fashion industry as a fashion designer. I've got no interests in the fashion industry or it's designers.
LOL DONOTWANT
Though i gotta hand it to Channel; I love their bags.
I have a place, like most people do, in their minds where they can be at home in. A place no one can ever go. Well mine is more or less a state of mind. A state of mind that I like to be in 24/7. But when I get violently pulled out of my state of mind I get upset or even angry. You could say that my "Wa" has been tampered with. I don't like that. And today I had one of those moments. It upset me but I imedeatly recovered so no harm done.
So now your asking why am I writing this? Well I just needed to get it off my chest. And I feel happier this way, letting things out so you don't have to look at them again. I guess you could say i've rejuvenated myself. But I will never reinvent myself, because you're always gonna be who your always gonna be. No use going back and changing now.
I like the woman I'm becoming, and I don't give a crap if you don't.
LOLJK, maybe. Gotta grow up sometime? ;3
So here is to getting my state-of-mind back! Cheers! Kampai! -toats-
-Spookie-chan, From: North Augusta, South Carolina.
ps: Grandma no I'm not and never will be getting into the fashion industry as a fashion designer. I've got no interests in the fashion industry or it's designers.
LOL DONOTWANT
Though i gotta hand it to Channel; I love their bags.
