Too much stuff happening at once
Things go really really bad then things get pretty damn good. Almost being scammed, then getting hit on by a complete hottie ~ days get to weird around me. My days are mostly normal but then a huge storm comes in after awhile and wipes away everything from how I'm feeling about life to getting along with friends and family. Usually though I don't take the big deep step when good opertunities come knocking, that huge plunge down towards wherever the universe may lead me, instead I hide under the covers till everything clears and my life is back to the way it used to be, which is not how I want to live. Holding my real self in the dark, lingering in the back shadows of other peoples lives. Yet I dont know how else to be, maybe this is who I am - the shadow gal.