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ALONE...
"Everyone can decide their own pathway. I can only imagine, wonder, and watch. Others belong, choosing what they may. I don't know whether or not I chose to be, but I can't help to think, what if I did. Could I change. Or would I want to. I just don't want to believe. I don't want to understand it. Especially if it would show. That all I work for. And all I lived through. Plus all I acheved and failed. Accomplished and distroyed. Has just gotten me here. I dont want to beleive it. But I need to accept it. The truth. The ugly, tragic, unwanted truth. The one that I am burdened with to this very day. Truth that can stop anyone on their path. One that overpowers succes. And undergoes pain. Pain that hurt, more than anything. But the truth be told. The one I can speek of. The one I can't beleive. And no one else would trade. But here it is. You wait and I shudder. But here it goes. The truth I share with no other, that I have to bare with. No matter how long, or painful. I am alone. "