Loren broke up with me yesterday, in the morning. He was going to do it at lunch, but I told him to do it in the morning. I honestly thought he wasn't going to brake up with me, but I thought wrong. He just kept looking at me all sad, and I felt like crying, and he said, "maybe we should, friends still?" OMG!! I am in love with him. He is my first kiss, I kinda had my first date with him, (we hung out at the park.) he held me, (nobody ever held me like he did) Yes, I did make some mistakes, Yes did wanna talk about it, but you didn't that's why we were becoming more distant. You said you didn't want to fail school, I understand that. But when someone else has to tell me that you don't like me, or you want to break up, tell me yourself, don't be a p***y about it. Marco told me it was because I was annoying you. Like fo'real? talk to me about it, don't just give up & let go. That's not what a REAL boyfriend does. A REAL boyfriend takes his girlfriend aside, and talks to her about it alone. I love you, I honestly tried in this relationship. I WANTED us to last, I didn't want it to be those "mini middle school relationships" I wanted it to last a reaalllly long time. I still, to this day do not understand why we lasted this long (2months) and just let it go to waste, also, I don't understand why you didn't want to talk about it with me. You made my life complete, I love talking to you, seeing you every morning, you DID make me smile, you gave me butterflies, butterflies that wouldn't go away for a couple minutes. Thank you for the memories, I may have said, " to just forget about EVERYTHING," well that was me being all confused, and hurt, I wanted you to feel guilty for hurting me, but no. I will ALWAYS remember you. YOU MEAN EVERYTHING to me. We may not be together, but in my heart you'll stay forever.
LOREN+EMERALD ~ 03.11.11-05.13.11 <3 best 2 months of my life.
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