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I cant comprehend why i feel the way i do. during this time of sickness ive been thinking a lot about well everything life friends whats to come what i want what i want to do with my life and ive been thinking over something ive felt for sometime and cant find any logic behind it. I.. find myself jealous of countless individuals but its not like i envy i dont want something they have they dont even have what i want... im just jealous of them.

ugh i dont know, im going crazy with loneliness. as soon as im better im hanging out with people i swear i cant stand this. no one to talk to other than online if i visited someone or vice versa they would just get this horrible sickness plaguing me the last week. i cant use the phone either since id be breathing and coughing by something everyone uses.

someone rescue me prayer for me wish me good health something provide home remedy ideas im all ears here. i dont want to be in this state of weakness any longer.