Okay, just have to rant out something.
My major exam for art due on 11 August.
That means I have to finish painting the canvas, and I know I am behind time.
That means I have to catch up fast, right?
Yes, I know my mistake of procrastinating, but people love rubbing salt on my wounds.
Dood, shut up, I mean, I had enough of people saying I am behind time.
It is irritating, and my confidence of finishing it is lowering.
After I cried for three days non-stop, people avoided me.
... Excuse me? This is what you do as a classmate?
When I see a classmate cry, I always rush up to her and asked whether she is okay.
This is what I get in return.
Awesome.
Anyway. I am currently having my prelims, which is an exam to prepare us for the major examination we will be taking soon.
I was ready, but after all what my tuition teacher said and my parents said, I got really scared.
I kept asking myself, "Am I really ready for this exam?"
Because if I am unable to pass this exam, I will be kicked out of the school, no retaining anymore.
It is scary. I do not want that to happen.
A few friends of mine supported me, and I can feel them helping me up.
I am very glad, because I really need support now.
... Hearing Touhou music on the piano is nice to listen to.
Sorry, I know it is random, but I just have to say it.
It calms my nerve down and makes me strive to my goal.
Except for the one in my profile.
It just have to contain the melancholy mood and it made me feel relaxed, even though it is sad.
... It is contridicting, isn't it.
AH~ Enough of very complicated English words~ I just finished my English papers today. TT ATT;;
I will have Social Studies and Maths paper 1 today...
Wish me the best of luck. -sighs-
-Miho
Chiyuki_Miho Community Member 
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