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i have no love left in me alls i see now is hate
there are two paths beside me wich do i take?

i no longer have any emotions. i am crying as i write this. or trying not to.i've just broken up with jas. now i wont txt him anymore. i just would cry. you know ive kept every txt saying he loves me? and now, i have to delete them, for in the end they meant nothing. i wanted to keep him, i love him so much it hearts my heart, but i put his happiness first. im considering quitting gaia.now nothing has any value to me. im so upset. i was careful not to show tears around him. now i have to keep myself from thinking about him at night, and every minute of the day like i used to. i just wasnt mean for love or anything good in this world. im stuck helping pple with their love prolems. crying crying crying crying crying crying crying redface redface redface xp emo