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Love has so many ways to explain itself..

It can be so wonderful and desiring but yet heartbreaking.

Love isnt perfect but everyone deserves to know how it feels and what it means...

some say that teens and younger people dont know what love is just because we are young...but everyone has their different outlook on it.

Like me...i have my own way of looking at love but it is to hard to explain...

and these two people that i know have been together for 9 months are madly in love even through everything she has put him and their relationship through they are still together till this day...

she tries real hard to show him how much she wants it to work...but everytime she turns around she does something that breaks his heart a lil more everyday... she doesnt try to....actually she tries her hardest to do everything right...

but as they both knew that their relationship was going to be tough...but in a way they didnt mind because they fell that hard for each other...

every waking second of the day she thinks about him and regrets those small things that she has done that just keep adding up...

everynight before bed she cries up a storm and can hardly stand to live with herself...

everyday she thinks that killing herself will solve somethings but knows that it will only break his heart more...and that is the last thing that she has on her mind.

she knws that he dont trust her what so ever as he tells her that almost everyday...

she wants life to be better than this and easier for them...but that wont happen for a long time.

she wonders all the time if he will still love her as much as he did in the beginning when this is all said and done....

she doesnt want to loose him...but probably will some day cuz she is a screw up...

maybe if the world saw what she is going through and her point of view of love through her eyes then everything would be different...

she is hoping that in 2 and a half years that he will wait for her even if they split up for a short time or she screws up big time...

i know she will always love him and he will always be her first and only true love no matter what....
crying crying crying

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