The three of us, me matt and Jordan were walking around
town just hanging out like anyother day. Matt wanted to go to the park but me and Jordan wanted to just sit
and chill. Plus we really didn't feel like going, but
we went anyways.We were at wal-mart's parking lot trying to cross the
street to Dotties, then all of a sudden a car was speeding towrd
me. I saw Jordan looking back at me with panic in his clear eyes just as the car hit me.
Every thing went black and when I opened my eyes Jordan was standing
over me with my blood on his shirt and cheek.
Then I realized he was carring me and I was holding on to his neck with me face buried
in his shoulder crying. I kept telling him "no I don't want to go back to the hospital"
and "no, no please don't call the, please". Just things like that. It was all very weird.
Then as Jordan sat down with me in his arms, he lifted his head up from talking to me
and was yelling at Matt. He kept saying "get away!" and "its all your fault" or "just leave us!".
I've never heard him yell really. At the moment I didn't really care about any of that becaeuse
I was really dissy and I hurt every where. I just foucused on Jordans voice soothing thing to me
and the way his smell made me feel safe. As I stared to feel lighter and lighter I soon realize
that I was dieing.The last thing I felt in that dream was Jordan's warm tears dropping to my cheek.
· Wed Jul 21, 2010 @ 03:02am · 1 Comments